I am a northerner and graduated from high school. I have nothing to do at home. My family hates me very much. In a fit of anger, I came to Shenzhen.
In the north, I am an inconspicuous young man walking on the street. When I came to Shenzhen, I found that I was 180 cm tall. To tell you the truth, my height and appearance have brought a lot of benefits to my love in recent years in Shenzhen.
I didn't expect it would be so smooth after I came to Shenzhen. A week later, I found a job in a restaurant, first as a waiter, and then I saved money to learn to cook.
After eight years in Shenzhen, I have talked about many girlfriends. However, those girlfriends are not of high quality. Because of their youth, I have never thought of getting married. When I get along with them, I hold the idea of "come together, go away if not", and never suffer from love.
I like to surf the internet, which is the supplement of my lonely life. I like to chat and flirt with girls on the internet. For me, this is another kind of fun.
Of course, I also met a few netizens and had a "one-night stand" with some netizens. However, none of these netizens gave me a special feeling. Even the "one-night stand" made me feel dull.
This situation changed one day in April.
At this point, Chen Tao's eyes brightened. Obviously, this love had once lit up in his life.
I occasionally add "charming" to my QQ friends list. On my profile, "charming" said that he was 23 years old and was a native of Shenzhen. I know that the conditions of Shenzhen locals are very good, so I have a communication with "charming".
When communicating on the Internet, "Charming" told me her "real situation". She said that she had a local boyfriend, but the boyfriend played with her and disappeared when she was six months pregnant. There was no way she could do it alone
"Pretty and charming" told me that because of such injuries, she did not intend to find local people in Shenzhen. She only wanted to find a person who loved her to accompany her through her life.
To tell the truth, I sympathize with "charming". I said a lot of words to comfort her online. She was very grateful and said that she had met a good person.
After talking for two or three times, we began to talk on the phone again, because the conversation was too speculative, and we were eager to see each other.
Soon after, we met at KFC. "Charming" came to see me in her car. She was not very beautiful. She looked more than 23 years old, but she was very temperament. She was the kind of woman I wanted.
"Pretty and charming" is obviously very satisfied with me. Yes, I am tall and handsome. I should be the kind of man a woman likes.
After eating KFC, "charming" insisted on paying the bill because my salary was not high. When she did this, my heart was warm. After coming to Shenzhen, for the first time, a woman loved me so tenderly.
After the meal, "charming" followed me to the small house I rented, where we had a first sexual relationship.
After making love, I sincerely said to "charming" that I used to play a lot of emotional games, but now I don't want to play. I want to find a woman to live well. If she wants to play, she will never find me.
When I said that, "charming" seemed to be in a hurry. She said that if I didn't believe her, she would go home with me immediately. She also asked me to open a marriage certificate from my hometown to prevent me from cheating her. Later, she also called my home in front of me
"Why don't I believe it? I began to fantasize about having a stable and wealthy home in Shenzhen.
When I left that night, "charming" told me that her name was Fangfang.
Chen Tao said that in this relationship, he paid his heart. Of course, he also had his own selfish heart. After eight years of struggle in Shenzhen, he was still an almost penniless migrant worker. When a wealthy Shenzhen woman appeared in front of him, he thought the opportunity to take root in Shenzhen was coming.
Since we met, Fangfang has come to see me two or three times a week. After making love, she always hurries to go. When she is with me, she always receives some strange calls. When I ask her, she always covers up the past skillfully.
I always wanted to know the exact age of Fangfang, but she always insisted that she was only 23 years old. Once, I insisted on seeing her driver's license. She refused at first, but ultimately failed to meet my request and handed me the driver's license.
I see that the year of birth on Fangfang's driver's license is 1972, which shows that Fangfang is 32 years old, 6 years older than me.
I asked her to explain that she said that her driver's license was wrong and her real year of birth was 1982. When she said that, the expression on her face was very calm and innocent, and people had to believe it.
Fangfang usually uses an imported Toyota as a substitute. I know she is very rich, but I don't know what she is doing. When I asked her, she always said vaguely, "I do it in the factory."
When asked about her specific position, she first said that she was an accountant. I don't believe it. She also said that she worked as a factory director in a factory
The longer I get along, the greater my doubts will be. First of all, when Fangfang leaves me, I can't find her at all, and she doesn't answer her mobile phone. I think her background may be complicated, and I have the idea to leave.
When I proposed to break up, Fangfang cried. She said that she was definitely a good girl because her family had always wanted her to marry a local person. Now, when she fell in love with a migrant worker like me, her family would definitely object when they knew it, so she kept it from her family and hoped that I could understand her.
When Fang Fang said this, her eyes were red, and she seemed very aggrieved. I thought for a while, and her statement seemed more believable.
Later, I found myself unwell. When I went to the hospital for medical treatment, the doctor said that I had dirty sex and needed treatment. After meeting Fangfang, I haven't had any intimate behavior with other women, so it's Fangfang's problem.
I asked Fangfang what happened, and she cried again, saying that her former boyfriend had hurt her... Somehow, when I saw Fangfang's tears, I had no doubts.
In order to "punish" Fangfang, I asked her to tell me where she lives. Fangfang took me to the community where she lives. However, she resolutely refused to let me know which building she lives in.
At this point, Chen Tao smiled. He said that Fangfang was indeed a shrewd woman. However, if a shrewd woman lies again and again, she will always tell him her address when she reveals her truth, which is a big mistake made by Fangfang.
Knowing Fangfang's address, I decided to investigate her and find out her background.
One day, I sent Fangfang to the nearest place to her neighborhood, and then I turned around and left. I had never followed Fangfang before, and she was very relieved of me.
However, I didn't leave that day. I watched her enter the community, and then came to the door of the community at a very fast speed. I talked with the security guard of the community for a while and said that I was Fangfang's boyfriend.
I found that the security guard's face was full of astonishment. He only said one sentence to me: "Don't be too close to this woman, don't invest too much."
I wanted to ask again. The security guard began to be silent. I asked the security guard to help me find out the details of Fangfang. The security guard said that he knew the nanny of Fangfang's family, and he could help me understand the situation of Fangfang.
A few days later, I came to the community again. The security guard told me that Fangfang was 32 years old and married. Her husband was the leader of a company. She had two children, a man and a woman
The security guard looked at me sympathetically after the speech. On that day, I didn't know how to walk back to my residence. The whole person was full of anger and pain.
After two sleepless nights, I asked Fangfang out. When I told the truth I had investigated, Fangfang was very calm. She said, "Since you don't believe me, I have nothing to say. There is no trust between us. How can there be a future? Let's break up."
Break up? I have been cheated for more than three months, and I don't want to stop there. I yelled at her: "Break up? Yes, I will tell your husband about this..."
Fangfang was scared at once. She admitted the fact that she had a family and children, but she said to me: "I have a family, but I have no feelings with my husband. We are divorcing. I really love you, and I'm afraid you will hide it from you if you are unhappy. Please give me a little time and let me go through the divorce procedures..."
At this time, I no longer believe in Fangfang. I just want to revenge. I want to take a picture of me with her and send it to her husband, so that she can take responsibility for her betrayal and deception.
Fangfang was very scared, and she came up with another way. She said, "Otherwise, we will keep this relationship in private, and I will treat you well.
I don't want to be someone else's lover. It is a matter without dignity. I proposed to break up with Fangfang, and she readily agreed. After that, I called her again, and her attitude became very cold, and asked me not to harass her again.
Once, she even found a man to threaten me, saying that if I told Fangfang's husband about it, "give me some color to see".
To tell the truth, I like Fangfang a little in my heart. Although I have many thoughts of revenge after breaking up, I didn't do anything. I didn't expect Fangfang to find someone to threaten me instead. My anger became more intense. These days, I have been thinking about how to let her get the due punishment, let her stop playing with other people's feelings, and stop doing such dirty things behind her husband's back
During the whole process of narration, Chen Tao has always stressed that he should revenge Fangfang. The reporter advised him that revenge is unnecessary. He has found that this relationship is full of deceit. At this time, it is his best choice to stay away from Fangfang. Retaliation is a double-edged sword. If you hurt others, you will also hurt yourself.
It is more important for him to adjust his mood slowly, find a down-to-earth feeling and use his labor to create life.
As for Fangfang, she will one day harvest the bitter fruit that life returns to her, because life has rules, and people can never play life.
(Intern editor: Cai Junyi)