Post Date April, 15 2023
I once experienced a demonic marriage, and after walking out of that life, I relaxed a lot, but occasionally had nightmares. I dreamt of my ex husband brandishing his fists and hitting me, of the child's heart wrenching cries, and sometimes of his and my mistress laughing profusely at me.
I have been married to him for ten years, and I raised the child by myself, serving him in business and making a small fortune. Perhaps it's because I can't keep up with the pace of the times, and I find that he's increasingly disdainful of me. He became more and more picky towards me, shouting three and four. Sometimes he throws me a pile of money without saying a word. Under his aura, I was also half short, always very careful to serve him.
In front of the child, he pretended well and bought a lot of things for the child. The father had money and was generous, while the son felt that he had face in front of his classmates. Sometimes my son also asks me why I don't go to work, isn't it for them? No one understands my efforts.
His time home is getting shorter and he often gets drunk. As soon as I persuaded him, he opened his mouth and cursed, so that he later started hitting me. My body is black and blue, I dare not let my family see it. In the dead of night, I hide under the blanket and secretly cry. Once, my son woke up in the middle of the night and saw the wound on my body. He said he would take revenge on me when he grew up. I can't bear to see my son's young heart suffer from this kind of damage, and my heart is torn open with pain. I don't want my son to live in a broken family. If I can bear it, I will grit my teeth and persevere, waiting for the day when he wakes up.
Perhaps life will inevitably punish me, a cowardly woman. He openly opened a house with a woman outside, and it has become well-known to everyone. I can tolerate talking to him, beating and scolding, but I just want him to leave me some face, and he doesn't even pay attention to me.
One night he called back and asked me to tidy up my room and cook a few dishes. There were guests coming. He brought back a woman and said that he would let me take the child to stay at his mother's house at night. I was so angry that I went up and tore at that woman. He came up and kicked me, and the woman laughed at me recklessly. I stayed at the hotel with my child in a disheveled state.
I swore to leave him, and the child awarded him.
I was ready to start a new life, but I received his call.
As I expected, he turned into a poor person again, and the third person also threw him away like a snot. He begged me to remarry, admitted all his previous mistakes, and repeatedly said that the child was too pitiful without a mother. My family has broken up, how can I not be sad, especially the pain my children have suffered. But my heart is broken and I don't want to turn back.
Later on every weekend, he would bring his children to my house and wait for me. The child is about to become unwanted.
He brought in several groups of relatives to persuade me and ask me to remarry. Children always come to beg me again, motherless children are like grass.
I really can't bear to part with my child, but I hate that person. I don't know what to do?
(Intern Editor: Lai Jiaxing)
