Sexual Health
The big wedding is coming, and my ex boyfriend and I harassed me. I didn't resist, but now that I've been exposed, I've lost face
The big wedding is approaching, and I want to appear beautiful at the wedding. The wedding money is one month, and I always go to a beauty salon for facial and body care. I just stepped into the group when a boy met me and introduced me to various packages. I already hate this kind of promotion, but listening to the voice, there is an inexplicable sense of familiarity. I fixed my eyes on it and saw that it was my predecessor. I feel so embarrassed, my face blushed. After the breakup, when we met for the first time, he didn't feel any conflict and took the initiative to introduce me to their store's discount packages, just like treating an ordinary customer. However, it was this overly calm communication that made me commit my own major taboo.
He told the salesperson that I was his friend and led me into a VIP room. At first, I was very resistant, but it didn't matter to think about it. After all, after breaking up for so many years, there wouldn't be any feelings. When making a face, he touched me and I was quite nervous. He didn't behave excessively, and in the following few times, I relaxed my guard. However, he begged me for reconciliation that day and forcibly hugged me in his arms. The more I struggled, the harder he exerted himself. I didn't know what was wrong with me, but I obeyed him. What was even more mentally disabled was that I followed him to their house and had sex.
Later, I was extremely regretful and made it clear to him that I was getting married, hoping that he wouldn't disturb me again. He promised well, but on the day of my wedding, he appeared in front of everyone and exposed what had happened to me and him that night. He even took out photos for my husband to see. My husband was so angry that his face turned green. Before the wedding was over, he turned around and left, leaving guests discussing. My mother-in-law trembled with anger and cursed me for being a bad woman with red apricots coming out of the wall, humiliating their family.
Although the wedding was incomplete and I lost face on that day, my husband and I have already obtained a certificate, and he doesn't want to see me now. What should I do? I admit that my momentary mistake made me miss happiness, but wouldn't I have a chance?