Post Date December, 03 2023
Introduction: Half a year after breaking up with my boyfriend, my relationship has been in an empty window. After the most painful days of lovelorn, my life has become monotonous and boring now. I feel no fun when I go to work and go home. Every day when I go home, I face the empty house. The feeling of loneliness fills every cell of my body. I want to find a port to vent, but I don't know how to use it.
Later, I saw a website called Holy Love Paradise on the Internet. I heard from friends before that the website was free to make friends without restrictions. I went there to register an account because of curiosity. At that time, the idea was very simple. I just wanted to find someone who could accompany me when I was bored. Then I met him, a man who brought me happiness and entanglement. At that time, he bought a luxury villa online and met me through the recommendation of the website. I know that people on this website want to find a little stimulation, comfort each other, or develop offline relationships based on the needs of both parties, which I do not reject.
He is a private enterprise boss who cohabits with me online. He divorced. I won't say the reason for the divorce. After all, it is a private matter of others. But after the divorce, he is not very happy. He said that after the divorce, he does not love to go home. He always feels lonely in the face of a lonely house. It is also because of this, he can chat with people online to relieve his boredom. I don't know why I feel sad when I hear him tell me his experience. It may be that we are both abandoned by our feelings, so I can understand his feelings. However, two equally lonely people are naturally easier to talk together, and there are many topics to talk about. We can talk about everything, even about sex. Later, he said he wanted to see me and video with me. I also wondered if his appearance was the same as the photo, so I accepted.
The first time I saw him, I had a feeling of heart. He was wearing a pair of black-frame glasses, his facial features were very correct, and he had a gentle temperament, which made people feel very stable. It was my favorite type. At that time, I was doing regular yoga exercise, which was my habit. I had to do it at a fixed time every day. Women were always very persistent in keeping fit, so even if I was watching video with him, I still did exercise. He was surprised and looked at me with interest while chatting with me. While talking with him, I changed the position of horizontal split, which made him directly praise my soft body, and said that women's soft body looks particularly sexy. I was very happy and proud to hear that.
However, the evil man didn't take long to joke with me, saying that he didn't know whether he was happy with the split position. I felt hot when I heard it, but I could not help imagining the feeling he said. Maybe I was stunned and let him see my idea. He also asked me if I wanted to try it together. He said so frankly that I didn't know how to respond. I could only scold him for being a rogue and then shut down the video. I must admit that what he said made me have some thoughts. After all, I have not had sex for a long time after breaking up. I know him online, although it is not a long time, but I feel very good about him. So it's normal for me to have that fantasy.
Later, he asked me to meet. I knew in my heart that it was definitely not as simple as eating and chatting, but I agreed. The day we met was the weekend. We had dinner at a western restaurant. He ordered a bottle of red wine, and we chatted while drinking. We didn't leave the restaurant until very late. We walked side by side that day. He was very close to me. I could feel his breath with wine on my head, which was very ambiguous. Later, he suddenly stopped me and said he liked me, and asked me if I would like to accompany him. I didn't know how to react at that time, so I could only bow my head and acquiesce. Frankly speaking, I have a good feeling for him. In addition to the atmosphere that night, I have no idea to refuse. I can only obey my feelings.
After that, we went to the hotel and opened a room. When we got to the room, he was a little impatient. Maybe it was because he had been depressed for too long. But I might have had no sex for a while, and that night I felt nervous and exciting. His kiss was domineering, like a wild animal. It made my lips ache, but it felt painful. He kissed me meticulously, from cheeks to earlobes to my collarbone, which made me feel his desire for me. When he covered my double peaks with his hands and began to knead them, my desire in my body was aroused. Later, he picked me up and rolled onto the bed. His fingers touched my wet private part for several times. Then he separated my legs. I only felt my lower body tight, and he slipped into my body.
I was very forgetful that day, because I was lonely for too long. We use all kinds of lovemaking, even the 18 yoga styles. He said that my body is soft, which makes him feel excited and unable to stop. We lingered until we were exhausted. After that day, we also contacted several times, and occasionally met for pleasure. However, gradually we talked less. He said that his company was busy, which may be an excuse. I didn't ask him. I know that men and women who go to the Holy Love Paradise Network only meet because of loneliness. This is just a channel to vent their emotions and release pressure, let alone put too much emotion into it. As a saying goes, if you play with emotion, you will lose. However, I occasionally think of every time I lost my soul with him, but I laugh and forget it.
