Post Date April, 15 2023
He spoke so frankly that I understood what his "role" was when he opened his mouth. "I'm not a capable person. I can't do all the important and minor things in the company well, but I'm just handsome. I travel back and forth between my girlfriend Xiaoqian and the boss gorgeous every day. My status today is earned by selling my dignity."
Get along with the boss without telling his girlfriend
Xiaoqian and I have been in love since college, and our relationship has always been good. She is a good girl, gentle, considerate, generous and considerate. In the face of many suitors, she has never been impressed by anyone because of her superior economic conditions, but she chose me, not caring about my poverty, and not dismissing me from the countryside.
I took her hand to go shopping and buy food, and cooked my favorite food for her; When she is tired, I can give her a big hug; When she woke up in the morning, she left a sweet kiss on her forehead.
It should be said that our childhood is still very moist. The only drawback is that we don't have enough money to enjoy material life. Fortunately, Xiaoqian is not a very material girl. "What I want is love, not money!" This is the most sufficient reason she told me at the beginning. Because of this, I feel more uneasy and guilty.
If you really love someone, you must make her happy. I want Xiaoqian to live a comfortable life every moment, even dreaming. After graduation, I worked hard to find a job. In the first two years, I ran into a wall everywhere. If it wasn't for Xiaoqian to comfort and encourage me, I'm afraid I wouldn't support myself until now, let alone find a satisfactory job.
Gorgeous is my boss and the boss of the company. This year has reached the age of 40. She has a career, but she has no fertility ability, because her husband and a rich woman who are better than her in all aspects have gone abroad. She has no happy marriage and no one loves her. In short, she has nothing but money.
When I first joined the company, I worked as a gorgeous secretary. I remember that she cared about me very much after work, and invited me to have coffee and dinner when I got off work. I thought the boss bought the employees' hearts by some small means. Her kindness to me was normal. I didn't care. After a while, I found that the boss looked at me in an obviously wrong way. It seemed that there was something more. When inviting me to dinner, she always likes to tell her emotional experience and her unhappy marriage, all when I am the bosom friend.
After getting along with her for a long time, we gradually got a "feeling". I took her business as my own, shared the work pressure for her, and drank for her... Once, after dinner with a major customer, the night was very dark. "It's getting late, let me give it to you!" I said in order to show myself in front of my superiors and get in touch with her. She was stunned for a moment, and then squeezed out two words: "Good!"
"No man has come to my house for a long time! Sit down more." "I..." I want to return to Xiaoqian immediately, but I don't know how to refuse gorgeous enthusiasm. "Would you like to watch TV with me? I haven't had any guests at home for a long time." After that, large drops of tears fell down from her white face. Unexpectedly, the tears of the powerful women are more touching. I held her in my arms with compassion. That night, nothing happened to us. We just hugged each other. However, I have to admit that I have a lot of ideas when I hold together
I was "wrapped" by the boss for money
Since that unforgettable night, my relationship with gorgeous has become delicate. In a flash, I became the deputy manager of the company. The position has been promoted, the status has been improved, the salary has also increased, and my enthusiasm for luxury has also increased. I felt pity for her from the bottom of my heart, and added a bit of compassion to her. She also took great care of me. She took care of the things I didn't do well.
In the eyes of outsiders, we are like a couple "out of pairs". Our relationship is abnormal. Some people say I eat "soft rice", but who knows, I do this to make Xiaoqian live a comfortable life. Every time I flirt with Gorgeous, I have a deep sense of guilt and conscience. Can I afford Xiaoqian? But when I think of the wealth that gorgeous can bring to me, I feel at ease. I think it's worth doing this for my Xiaoqian!
"You are so handsome, you should have many girlfriends!" Gorgeous said half seriously and half jokingly. "No!" I was afraid of losing favor, and I was a little guilty. I immediately added, "I really don't."
Since then, Huali has been more concerned about my work and more valued me. She also took me with her when I was not supposed to participate in the big party and said that she wanted me to see more big scenes and see more.
After a long time of contact, nothing will happen. That night, we drank some wine when we accompanied our customers. "Can you stay with me tonight?" The gorgeous eyes are full of longing. I'm in trouble. If I don't accompany her, will I fall out of favor? If anything happens to her, what should we do? Do I still have the face to see my Xiaoqian? Under the anesthesia of alcohol, I still couldn't hold myself well and had sex with her. I know that I am the one who shames love.
The first time, of course, is the second time. When she didn't need to work overtime, she always asked me to accompany her, saying that she had a sense of dependence on me and fell in love with my "opium". I sometimes look very embarrassed. She asked me what was on my mind. I didn't say it and couldn't say it. There are more opportunities to get along with gorgeous, and the true and pure feelings between Xiaoqian and me naturally fade.
"I don't want you to earn more money, as long as you pay more love for me and spend more time and energy with me!" Xiaoqian said her pain in tears more than once. I also know that my love for her has faded.
In order to get along with Xiaoqian as much as possible, I always find various reasons to return to our small home. In order to meet the gorgeous requirements, I will tell all kinds of lies to Xiaoqian. One side is true love, and the other side is the boss. Between them, I am like a pendulum, swinging past and back. It has been shaking for a long time, so tired!
I want to be upright
There is no airtight wall in the world. When Xiaoqian questioned me, I defended myself again and again. Every time I answered in an orderly way, trying not to reveal a flaw. But gorgeous here also saw what was on my mind, and asked suspiciously, "Do you have a sweetheart?" "No, I'm just worried about my work." I always pretend nothing happened.
At this time, I fell into the stage of "review" by two women. Sometimes, I'm really worried. What if one day I can't answer their questions?
Love is love, which can't be mixed with any sympathy and compassion, and can't be any grievance and coercion. When I understood this, it was too late. I did what I should not do.
Recently, my so-called "overtime" and "business trip" have always made Xiaoqian's tears run down. "Men become bad when they have money!" she cried on the phone. I know I hurt her enough. I can give up the whole world, but I don't want to give up Xiaoqian.
I decided to "break up" with the boss. No longer let the beloved woman sad. I don't want to live in lies any more. I'm so tired of being cheated. I want to be a man.
I said to myself: bye bye to the day of soft food!
