Post Date December, 03 2023
He likes to talk nonsense. Although I don't know why he did this, in most cases, I haven't exposed his lies. I still remember the first time I unintentionally exposed his lie, he blushed and inexplicably fell into a cold war with me.
The first cold war, we had a cold war for two days, and that was the first time I realized my foolishness. Later, I never exposed his lies again. When I communicate with him, there is always one listening or one guessing. At first, I thought he was very mysterious, but over time, my heart is so tired.
Moreover, he always goes against his own will and treats me well. Originally, he didn't like me wearing high heels, but every time he praises me for dressing well. For example, he doesn't like cooking for me, but he always says that the world is willing to cook for me. I am used to his kindness towards me, and I am also very naive to believe what he says, even though sometimes it is clearly false. As we talked for almost two years, our relationship had problems.
I don't have a sense of security towards him, I'm not sure what he thinks inside, I'm not sure what he wants. Whenever I suspect that his words are deceitful, I can only make a choice without authorization. Sometimes when I make the right choice, things are resolved. If I make the wrong choice, the conflict between me and him will deepen, and I am always the one who compromises and apologizes.
Such a man, I don't know where he attracted me and made me unable to extricate myself. Often, I also know that going down with him will not be happy enough, but he is also very kind to me, making me inseparable. In May last year, he and I went back to our hometown, and his family liked me very much, and he was also very happy about it. At that time, he was still at the dinner table and told his family that he had a plan to marry me at the end of this year. I looked at him in surprise, wanting to say something at the time, but looking at the happy look of his family, I felt embarrassed to speak.
Later, I said you wouldn't discuss it with me, and he said, 'Aren't you with me and don't want to marry me?'? I was speechless at the pass. I want to get married, but I haven't made up my mind. I'm getting married so soon and haven't discussed it with me yet.
Later, at the end of last year, we got married. But on my wedding night, it made me feel the beginning of pain. I originally thought that after two people who loved each other got married, the marriage would be free. On his wedding night, he remained silent for a long time. I hinted several times, but he didn't notice my meaning. I thought to myself, does he want to be different from the past, does he want me to take the initiative. I thought to myself and decided to give it a try. Unexpectedly, when I was making out with him, he suddenly kicked me. I have a pain in my stomach. He kicked me out of bed with one kick.
I got angry and started arguing with him. The two of them dug up old accounts. I hit him first, but I didn't expect him to slap me fiercely. I covered the cold and suddenly calmed down. This man is really crazy.
That night, I went to the guest room and slept all night. The next day, I found that the corner of my eyes was a bit purple. When I furrowed my eyebrows, I could clearly see the swollen area, and it was very painful. He was really capable of hitting me.
Afterwards, we began to live a noisy life. After three months of marriage, we finally came to the end of our marriage. Perhaps before getting married, I should understand how sincere a man who doesn't love to talk to me and doesn't like to tell the truth can be towards marriage.
(Intern Editor: Lai Jiaxing)
