On my wedding night, I was nervous and wet my bed. My husband was sexually active and rough

I don't accept premarital sex

At the beginning, I couldn't accept kissing in bed without getting a marriage certificate. That's really a bit out of line, no matter how others perceive it, psychologically speaking, I can't accept such a fact.

Based on my psychological state, during my year of dating with A Tao, I have never tasted what it feels like to kiss. All I can experience is the mutual arm in arm and playfulness between couples. When my friends around me ask if I have had any intimate contact with Tao, I always lie about it, which is probably because face is playing tricks. Having been asked for a long time, I feel like I should have something to do with Tao. When I ask them if they have had that kind of experience, they always shyly say that they haven't had time to experience it, or that they haven't reached that level yet. Actually, I know they are telling lies, and I am also telling lies. The same lies make my lies seem pitiful.

In order to turn lies into truth, I have decided to marry A Tao. Atao once hinted that I would give him the first kiss, but I was not unaware, but I repeatedly refused his demands with a strong determination. Over time, Ah Tao slowly dispelled that thought, but my thoughts of kissing and going to bed became increasingly intense. So according to the expected idea, we held the wedding in a busy and joyful manner.

With the arrival of the wedding and marriage certificate, I also welcomed the first intimate contact with men in my life. The wedding night was lively and beautiful, with various atmospheres blowing away one after another. The next time makes me both nervous and eager, I don't know what will happen between men and women. Although the internet is filled with ambiguous information about men and women and their sexual life, this time I want to be the protagonist and experience it firsthand. The palpitations filled my entire soul, crying out for the upcoming storm.

The more nervous some things become, the more they go wrong. On my wedding night, I was at a loss and unexpectedly urinated in bed. When things were in high spirits and Tao was completely engrossed. All of this came too suddenly, and at the time, I couldn't even stop it. After all, it was my first time facing a naked man, which made me blush, let alone doing that kind of thing, which really left me at a loss.

At first, Ah Tao thought I was too excited and became even rougher. On the pitch black night, after trembling and trembling, Ah Tao unexpectedly fell asleep in a daze. I was still immersed in a trembling gallbladder. I thought Ah Tao knew I was wetting the bed, but he didn't pay attention. After more than an hour, Tao woke up with a murmur. It looks like he needs to urinate. After turning on the light, he mutters about why it's so wet or something. After all, I still discovered my embarrassing incident, and I am eagerly waiting for his reaction to it.

Unexpectedly, he didn't say anything, just assumed it hadn't happened. That night, he actually asked for it four times in a row, and each time he behaved very rudely, ravaging my body recklessly, making me feel unbearable. Although I don't know if this is a normal physiological frequency, my psychology clearly feels a bit excessive.

Later, when the days calmed down, he would always whisper in my ear at night and ask, "How did you wet the bed on your wedding night?" I would blush with embarrassment for a moment. After a frank exchange, I finally put down my face and confessed the facts to him. I was really too excited that day. I wanted to go to the bathroom, but it wasn't easy to disrupt your mood, so I had to reluctantly get into bed with you. Later, when I got excited, I couldn't help but wet the bed.

A Tao told me that night, he drank too much alcohol and felt inexplicably angry after discovering my embarrassing situation. The reason why he was so cruel to me was because he thought I was sick or something was hiding from him. Later, he found out that I was so kind to him, and no such thing happened again. He felt sorry for me, so he asked me about this matter again. Through this incident, the relationship between our husband and wife has become more intimate, loving and accommodating towards each other.

So, it is important for couples to communicate and exchange more. Apart from betrayal, there is nothing unforgivable between two people who love each other. Don't let trivial things hurt your feelings. Fighting and bickering are the seasoning of marital life. As long as you handle them skillfully, it will make life more interesting.

(Intern Editor: Lai Jiaxing)