Post Date December, 03 2023
My husband, Gao Yu. When I was in junior high school, I had a crush on Gao Yu, and I followed him wherever he went. I will take the entrance exam to whichever high school he attends, and when he transfers, I will follow suit. Until his third year in college, he met me again and stopped me on the road, asking me with a rebellious expression: Do you like me? I, who had not confessed from within, lowered my head in front of him in a daze, and my face became hot and spicy. He took my hand and said, 'For all the years you've been with me, I'll reluctantly let you be my girlfriend.'.
That day, I felt like my heart was about to jump out, sleepless all night. In fact, I have a clear understanding of what kind of person he is. In the past few years of secretly falling in love with him, he has chased many girls.
In the eyes of his classmates, he is just a big carrot with a big heart, but there are constantly girls falling into his gentle trap. The longest time for a girl to date Gao Yu is only six months. Seeing that I have been dating Gao Yu for four months, I can clearly feel that he is starting to neglect me. When I first discovered that he was having an affair with my close roommate, I lost my temper. He didn't explain much, but frankly told me that he wanted to break up with me. That time, I cried so bitterly that I almost reached the point of kneeling down and begging him. In the end, he agreed not to break up and asked me to give him space to stop meddling with him all day.
I agree. Because I am afraid of losing him, I can only let him go in such pain. He eventually got along with my sister, and for this reason, she proudly came to declare war on me, hoping for my success.
Without any words, I just forgave, and in the end, she was still left out by my boyfriend. During the internship period in the second semester of our senior year, we were all busy looking for jobs, so Gao Yu rarely played with girls again. Instead, he devoted himself wholeheartedly to his career. During this period, I took out all the money I had saved before and improved our lives. And he treated me as before. We are luckier than other classmates. We have each entered a good company, and our work has gradually stabilized, avoiding many detours.
After graduating from college, I became pregnant. I got married to Gao Yu as a child. During this pregnancy, economic pressure fell on Gao Yu's shoulders. During my pregnancy, I raised my body in my hometown for childbirth, while Gao Yu rented a house outside and worked two jobs.
I often call Gao Yu, but to my surprise, one day the person answering the phone was actually a woman. I'm a bit familiar with the sound, but I didn't remember it for a while. I was angry and anxious, with a big belly, and rushed from the countryside to the city to find him. On that day, I happened to encounter him coming out to throw garbage, but unexpectedly he stopped me and said I had been thinking too much. I pushed the door in and found my best friend lying on the bed I bought.
Suddenly, I felt a huge pain in my heart. My best friend and my beloved husband betrayed me at the same time. That sister has been crying all the time, telling me that she was poisoned by my husband. I didn't rush back to the countryside for a moment, but instead stayed with my husband. A few days later, the sister came to me. She asked me if I was feeling better and how I was feeling. Then, when my husband was away, she came to me and brought some health supplements, telling me that she was not the last or the first. She said that three of our former roommates had had sex with my husband, and privately they all referred to him as the 'God of War'. She cried to me: Actually, love is the pain of the last person who shouldn't have loved. I don't ask for your forgiveness, but I have figured it out, and I will completely cut off contact with him and no longer disturb your life
Since then, I have never seen her again. I know it may not be her fault, but I also want to tell her that I have fallen in love with someone I shouldn't have loved. Now that I have his child, I can't help but... I hope that the birth of the child can make him regain his heart and return to his heart. I don't ask him to be a good husband, but I ask him to be a good father.
(Intern Editor: Lai Jiaxing)
