My husband gave me the cold shoulder, and I felt lonely and unbearable. My ex and I had a renewed relationship, and he scolded me for not following the rules of women and proposed a divorce

We were in love for three years and entered the palace of marriage. After marriage, his feelings for me remained the same, but due to work, he spent very little time with me.

He is becoming more and more handsome, exuding the composure of a mature man. I began to daydream, afraid that he might be targeted by other women. My husband saw my thoughts and comforted me, saying that his hard work is also for my future. I nodded with satisfaction and obediently waited for him at home after work every day.

I don't know if it's due to a heavy workload. After two years of marriage, problems began to arise, and the sexual relationship between the couple became very disharmonious. Occasionally, he felt that he didn't give up in a few minutes. Although I am not a woman with strong desires, I am very dissatisfied with her behavior. Perhaps it was because I felt my dissatisfaction with him, which hurt my self-esteem. He began to ignore my feelings and acted rudely. For a long time, I began to blame him, but he remained silent, but his brows solidified into a knot.

I reflect on myself and shouldn't complain about him, after all, his work pressure is greater than mine. After careful consideration, I want to take him to see a doctor to see if there is anything wrong with his body. Unexpectedly, he refused and even scolded me, saying that I had caused trouble and went to the hospital for a check-up to let colleagues know how embarrassing it was. I explained that I didn't mean that, so he impatiently ignored me.

The thought of the huge contrast between love and marriage makes me feel aggrieved in my heart. Later, I communicated with him, but he thought I despised him and refused to go home in anger. He went to stay at a colleague's house or open a hotel room, and after returning home, he didn't pay much attention to me. I feel so painful and difficult to confide in my parents, afraid they might worry about me. At the classmate gathering, I had two more drinks in my heart, and it happened that my ex was also there. Not seen in a few years, he has also undergone some changes and matured a lot. He advised me to drink less, as drinking more is not good for my health.

Perhaps no one cared for me for a long time. With a few simple words from him, I actually shed tears. He didn't ask the reason, but carefully asked me to wipe my tears. After the party ended, he took me back. Walking onto the road, I asked him to help me stop a car, but I was too dizzy to stand still. But he hugged me and told me how much he missed me. I struggled and told him that I was married, making him feel proud. He muttered, "I don't care. I was so excited to see you at this party that I haven't slept for a few days. I've never forgotten you

I was flattered and dumbfounded, unsure what to do. His mouth suddenly pressed up, and my eyes widened in surprise. Perhaps due to the stimulation of alcohol, I actually responded to him. Then, we went to the hotel and got drunk and had sex with him. Afterwards, we often contacted through WeChat, and this matter was quickly discovered by our husband.

He became furious and said, "You're not following your rules and losing my face. I'm so kind to you, and you're still putting on a green hat for me. Divorce, don't put up with such shameless women like you anymore." He gritted his teeth and said fiercely. A few days later, he had already signed his name on the divorce agreement, and his clothes had been tidied up in the wardrobe. He left without even saying hello. What should I do? I don't want a divorce. Is there really no room for maneuver after one mistake?