Fenfen (pseudonym) still feels a faint pain when she thinks of her ex husband Tao. She used to love him so deeply, but now only fragmented scars accompany her.
Fenfen and A Tao are college classmates, and their love process is very simple and simple. At that time, the campus was very beautiful, exuding a youthful atmosphere everywhere, like the taste of green apples, green and chewy. Their meeting was like a dragonfly skimming the water. Although it was only a fleeting passing, they never missed it again. They always maintain an appropriate distance during their days of love, neither far nor near, neither left nor right, neither forward nor backward. Their love is like walking on a tightrope, not afraid of sacrifice. Whether they move forward or backward, they are prepared to die together. In the kingdom of love, they are each other's blood and flesh, bones and marrow. As long as Tao is happy, Fenfen is willing to do anything for him; Similarly, as long as Fenfen is happy, A Tao is also willing to go up and down the oil pot for her.
What exactly do you love me for? "" I can't say. Perhaps it's just a feeling. "Just like a passage that Fenfen has read on Weibo, when you're trapped in love, you can ask yourself whether you like that person or the feeling of being captivated, unable to extricate yourself, and struggling with ecstasy. Many times, what truly makes you addicted and infatuated is actually that feeling, not that person.
When she read this passage to A Tao, A Tao smiled but remained silent. Do you love me, or do you just love the feeling of loving me? "" Guess. "" I can't guess, I want you to say it. "" Fool, it's worth guessing, of course I love you. I will spend my whole life proving this. Tong, are you willing to marry me, In Fenfen's mind, it would come to mind that Tao had said the same thing on campus. At that moment, she felt like the happiest woman in the world.
Love is so beautiful, so beautiful that it is suffocating. When they finally got married and entered the siege of marriage, their love flower not only did not wither, but also showed a trend of blooming and flourishing. The kind of tacit understanding with a deep sense of heart, the lingering sweetness to sadness, only those who truly love each other can understand. For Fenfen, the most wonderful thing is being able to accompany Tao to eat, watch movies, take walks, and sleep together. For A Tao, the best happiness is to be accompanied by fragrance. In short, as long as two people in love are together, even the rainy weather will be filled with brilliant sunshine, and even in the cold winter, it will feel warm as spring. They can tolerate each other's small flaws, small flaws, and small willfulness, because marriage is already a process of cutting off half of each other and becoming one.
If marriage could continue to be so beautiful, how wonderful it would be. However, marriage is ultimately trivial. When people are tired of the scenery inside the besieged city, their restless and restless heart is inevitably filled with various yearnings for the scenery outside the besieged city. Temptation is everywhere. Desire is almost uncontrollable. Fenfen noticed that Atao had become increasingly indifferent since then, and his return home time had also become increasingly late. A Tao's number of business trips is also increasing.
At first, Fenfen would comfort herself, believing that Tao had to leave early and return late for work and career, and even stayed up all night. But as time passed, her doubts deepened. Because she couldn't convince herself to indulge Ah Tao's indifference towards her, even ignoring her. Especially when A Tao forgot Fenfen's birthday, she felt particularly hurt.
Until one late night, the phone on the bedside table suddenly vibrated, followed by a series of song ringtones. The sudden ringing of the phone woke Fenfen from her sleep, especially when she was the only one at home sleeping. She felt even more scared, with a feeling of a midnight bell. She touched her phone and saw that the caller ID showed her husband Tao's number. Fenfen felt puzzled. Her husband had already agreed to work overtime at the company all night tonight and didn't go home to sleep. Why did she call so late?
When she answered the phone, she only heard the moans from her husband making out with another woman on the other end. It turned out that Ah Tao accidentally dialed her phone number while being intimate with Xiao San behind her back, which made it clear that her husband had an affair.
Later, when Fenfen played the phone recording to A Tao, A Tao's entire face turned green. "Let's get a divorce." This is Fenfen's ultimatum to A Tao. A Tao, who knew he was wrong, had to accept it silently. It can be seen that Ah Tao has a hint of regret, but if he had known so, why should he have done it in the first place.
(Intern Editor: Lai Jiaxing)