Post Date April, 15 2023
I have known her for over a year, and now when we talk about our relationship, my mood is very chaotic and my writing is also quite chaotic.
At the beginning, everyone thought she was an excellent girl: caring and enthusiastic towards others. Some of you are quite envious, but others quietly told me that your two personalities may not match. She has a more open personality.
When I was dating, he said he broke up with his ex boyfriend A, but she often avoided me making phone calls. I also peeked at her text messages (considering that I had a problem with RP), which contained a lot of disgusting words, including half naked photos. However, I lost my temper with her and she kept pestering me, promising not to contact me again in the future. Now I know what a lying woman she is. After a while, they started contacting again, and I know that when man A came to Beijing, they had sex again.
During the communication process, she also maintained ambiguous relationships with several people at the same time (as she later told me). That's B, they're college classmates. I called her the night before yesterday, and she always hesitated to let me rest quickly. Her speech has changed a lot compared to before. I will call her again later, and she has turned off the phone. It's also possible that I'm too narrow-minded. I think there's a problem with this, so I took a taxi to her place at around 1am.
I knocked on her door loudly, but no one answered. I climbed to the fence on the second floor and knocked on her window, and she finally showed up,
She said, 'You go back quickly, I have already called the police.'.
I said, 'Let me in, I'll take a look and you'll leave.'.
She: I have to go to bed, you go back quickly.
Me: Is there anyone in your room? (Actually, I can already detect it)
She: My boyfriend is in the room (I almost collapsed in a moment...)
I told you to come out and leave after a few words, but she just didn't agree.
In the end, in a fit of anger, I smashed their glass with a brick, and they actually said they wanted to call 110 to catch me.
Finally, she didn't come down to see me, so she called me and said they liked each other.
I asked her, 'Is this a one night stand?'? (Male B is out of town and hardly comes here).
She pondered for a long time and said, 'No, we like each other.'.
I said: What do you plan to do in the future?
She said, 'I haven't figured it out yet.'.
After a while, she said she wanted to sleep and hung up the phone. I originally wanted to continue making noise, but reason told me that this has a bad impact on a woman, even if it's a mistake since we met.
I stood downstairs for eight hours because she knew I didn't have enough money to take a taxi home in the early morning. I hoped she could give me a call, but I was disappointed and completely collapsed. She even went to bed for someone she hadn't seen in 5 or 6 years and didn't care about me.
At 10 o'clock in the morning, she agreed to come downstairs to see me. As soon as we met, she advised me to go back quickly and gave me money to take a taxi back (in fact, her money is all sponsored by me). I said I still have a few yuan to take the bus back.
When I was about to leave, I told her a sentence: I will always remember this day. I stood downstairs with a woman for 8 hours
I left, feeling so unfamiliar between us.
PS: Her current job has run out of money since she paid the rent. We eat together and activities are mostly funded by me. She often asks for money from me for some time, and I am very happy to give it to her. I am also a newcomer to the workplace and don't have much savings. However, in order to support her work, I saved tens of thousands of yuan for her to use. I personally searched for clothes worth tens of yuan online and tried to minimize outdoor activities in order to save some money.
After saying that, I feel a bit confused. Maybe my mood is too chaotic now!
After sleeping for 4 hours in the afternoon, I woke up and looked in the mirror and said, 'Either change this society or adapt to it.'.
Today she gave me a lesson, and I will always remember it. I will become strong, and I will start by changing myself!!
(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)
