Just crossed the secret month, my husband actually said that my third child was pregnant

All along, I thought he loved me the most and wouldn't betray me. Therefore, after knowing each other for a year, we were urged by our parents to enter the marriage palace. During the honeymoon, he continued to dote on me, even taking over all the housework.

Despite this, I am still the same as before, not proud of being spoiled, but working harder to be a good daughter-in-law, hoping to deserve his kindness to me. And my parents-in-law also loved me and treated me like my own daughter. I thought I really married the right person, and happiness will always accompany me from now on.

However, it never occurred to me that before the honeymoon was over, I accidentally saw his mobile phone text message, which completely destroyed our happiness.

I deserved to be seen, too. It was the last day of my honeymoon. I got up early and wanted to make him a hearty breakfast. After busy in the kitchen, I ran to the bed with a smile on my face, ready to wake him up.

"Suddenly, I heard the dribbling sound of a text message from his mobile phone. Curious for a moment, I picked up the phone and opened the message, saying, 'Don't delay any longer. I already have your flesh and blood. If you don't give me an explanation, I'll go to her. If you want me to obey, one is to marry me, and the other is to call 500000 yuan into my card. You can choose between these two options and do it yourself!'"

I remember at that time, after reading this text message, my hands trembled and I almost couldn't hold my phone. What made me even more nervous was that the person who sent the text message was actually Mei Yan, my best friend who was my bridesmaid at the wedding. At that moment, I shouted loudly, "Sun Hai, you are not a person, you are an animal!"

My husband was suddenly awakened by my unusual behavior and looked at me with angry eyes. He cautiously asked, "Honey, what's the matter with you?"? I casually threw my phone to him. You can watch for yourself! After that, I dressed, picked up my bag, and slammed the door away.

When I returned to my mother's house, I didn't answer Sun Hai's phone calls or my parents-in-law's phone calls. Even when my parents-in-law came to pick me up from my mother's house, I insisted on divorce with Sun Hai. However, I never expected that since I left, Sun Hai quickly pined down, even breaking everything in the family that could fall, and nearly causing death, knocking Mei Yan, who came to find him, half to death.

He came to me several times, but I didn't say a word or even look at him. Later, in order to avoid him, I took a leave at work and went to Dalian alone to see the sea. After more than a month of uproar, I thought that whether I continued or divorced, I would have to go back and solve this problem face to face with Sun Hai. So, I finally made my way back to my new home, where I had only lived for a month!

"At the moment I saw Sun Hai being so thin that I couldn't help but shed tears. I knew I still loved him, but I really couldn't forgive him. Even if he were looking for another woman, I wouldn't feel so heartbroken.". "But knowing that he hasn't had a good meal for over a month, I couldn't bear it and decided to cook a delicious meal for him first.". But at this moment, Mei Yan unexpectedly came to her door carrying large and small bags of delicious food.

This time, I didn't say anything, didn't cry or make any noise, just looked at Mei Yan with hostility in my eyes. Until Mei Yan lowered her head and whispered "I'm sorry," I sat down on the sofa with a sigh.

On that day, none of us had dinner, and I didn't want to make a fuss about solving this problem. Therefore, apart from Mei Yan crying and confessing to me, I was almost silent. I didn't even ask them how they started, why did they betray me?

I think it is Sun Hai's the final say how to solve the problem. But Sun Hai is just as silent as me. Finally, I left one sentence, either divorce or have a break with Mei Yan, and then picked up my bag and turned away.

I don't know what Sun Hai and Mei Yan actually said. Anyway, Mei Yan went to have an abortion surgery and never bothered me again. Even for a long time, Mei Yan disappeared from my life circle. I haven't divorced either, and Sun Hai and I continue our marriage. But I know that Sun Hai and I will never go back in the past.

Sometimes, we can even live without sex for more than a month, under the same roof. Although we treat each other with respect and he dotes on me, I feel that we have become the most familiar strangers.

Occasionally, I also think of his ruthlessness towards Mei Yan and the children in Mei Yan's belly. At this time, I will fantasize, will one day he will be so ruthless towards me? "I'm not reconciled, I'm still young, and I still have many dreams about happiness that haven't been realized in time.". Is this how we live with him until we die? How can I untie the knot in my heart, and can I return to the original love with Sun Hai?

(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)