I had an affair with a colleague. At the beginning, I just wanted to play. We are all adults. It is normal to play. In addition, during that time, my husband was sent by the company for a business trip for one year. I reviewed my lessons for my children every day, which was really boring. I never want to come here. And the man also knew that I was married.
We spent more than seven months in this way. Later, my husband was transferred back. I wanted to break up with that person, but that person didn't agree to break up with me. He also threatened me that he recorded many videos with me and took many naked photos of me while I was asleep. This makes me very angry. Entangled with him for a long time, and later, he agreed to end it with 20000 yuan.
In fact, my family is not so rich, and 20000 yuan is not too small for us. I lied to my husband that a friend had an emergency and needed 20000 yuan, but after a short time, he came to harass me again. Now I often call me, no matter in the middle of the night or in the daytime, I change his name to my sister's, and tell my husband that my sister has been lovelorn recently. She is a little nervous and has a lot of things. So my husband has no doubt.
What's more, he didn't want any money this time and insisted on staying with me. Always let me accompany him. He also seriously said he would marry me. Let me divorce my husband as soon as possible, and then transfer my property to his name. I know that he doesn't like it at all. He is just greedy for money. The man threatened me to sell those photos and videos to my husband and make a small profit if I didn't divorce him quickly.
I now live in extreme fear every day. A few days ago, I suddenly heard my husband's angry cry at home. Let's play, let's play. I was so scared that I almost lost my breath. Later, I learned that he was scolding my son for not studying hard and playing games.
Now, I dare not leave my mobile phone every day. Once I left my cell phone in my bedroom. I was cooking outside, but my husband didn't get up when my mobile phone suddenly rang. My husband wanted to answer for me. As soon as I heard the phone ring, I rushed to the bedroom and kept shouting all the way. Don't answer my phone. I found out later that it was my mother-in-law. I was relieved. I now hide from that person every day, quit my job and stay at home every day. My husband asked me why I quit my job. I told him that the company changed its boss and all the old people were dismissed. He believed it.
I can't help it. I really want to kill that man with a knife. I don't know when this kind of life will end. I don't want to divorce and leave my husband and son. No man can err without virtue. I know I'm wrong, but what should I do. When will this life of fear end.
(Intern editor: Cai Junyi)