Post Date December, 03 2023
I am still single, and I write well!
The older you grow up, the harder it is to be with another person.
Not because of conditions. There are still people who like you, and you also live better than before. You are not so capricious anymore, and more like an art investment.
It is not because of love. You can't help blurring your vision when you suddenly hear a song at KTV. Some scenes and some breath can never be forgotten. When a friend introduces you, you will also look forward to it.
But still single. When you close your eyes and blow out the candles, you always hope that another person around you will make a wish together. In some polite occasions, someone comes to chat up, and the topic revolves around the reason why you are single. And their final conclusion is that you are too choosy. You laugh in your heart, so others don't pick?
In fact, you know why you can't have a good relationship. It is because you know too well what kind of material you are, so you will not easily hand yourself over. It is like that one day you find that the wound after falling will start to leave scars, so you dare not stride out when walking.
Because you have too strong inertia and good memory. It is easy to know someone, but difficult to forget someone. You used to close your eyes contentedly and let another person take you anywhere, but in the end you could hardly come back. So we can't lose our sense of direction.
Then you become timid. I used to call desperately when I couldn't find anyone. Now I sent a text message and didn't respond. Even if there was a fluctuation in my heart, I could resist it. The most interesting topic in the past is the past of the other party. Now I will first care about the future of this relationship.
So, in your spare time, you would rather go shopping with your friends in the hot sun than let them think they care about anything. You can comfort yourself. It's enough to have friends. A person's life is also very good. If one day that person appears, you will start to panic and be afraid.
However, you don't have to be single, just like you haven't planned to write with which hand. However, in that case, let's do it. You want someone to travel and watch movies together.
You want to tell that person that you are ready, but you have no courage. Please be patient. You want to say that you no longer need too many surprises. What you are waiting for in your heart is a feeling of staying together and looking at each other. You can look up and smile at each other and live a peaceful life. That's all.
