Post Date December, 03 2023
I like coincidence, because she is so simple that I can't imagine that she would wear a green hat for me many times. Qiaoqiao works in a public institution and is relatively relaxed. While I am engaged in sales, I often have to travel. Because I am busy, I always feel that I owe her a lot. I always feel that it is my dereliction to fail to take care of her. So, two years ago, when I happened to propose to go to the gym, I contacted the club without saying a word.
Coincidentally, he cheated at that time. The coach's wife came to my door and pointed at my nose and scolded: "Mind your bitch!" She even "practiced" with the coach on the bed! I really want to slap myself in the face. What's this? I asked her to go to the gym, but it was a matchmaker for her. Finally, the slap fell on Qiaoqiao's face. That was the first time I hit her and drove her back to her family.
In those days when I happened to be away, I was very sad. I asked myself repeatedly: "Do you still love her? Do you have no responsibility?" After thinking about it, I would rather believe that she was too lonely, and that I was too careless to make her mistake. When Qiaoqiao ran to me crying, I forgave her.
I changed my job and had more time to spend with her. She is also more gentle and considerate to me, and sometimes she washes my feet and massages me. But just three months later, it happened again.
That time, I was at a colleague's birthday party in the bar, and I overheard the laughter coming from another private room, which was very like coincidence. I looked through the half-open door and clearly saw that Qiaoqiao was leaning against the arms of a strange man.
I was blinded at that time. I couldn't believe everything in front of me. Because before I left, she also told me to drink less and go home early. Unexpectedly, she fooled around with other men as soon as I left. So I lied and went home ahead of time.
I was so angry that I smoked one by one in the living room. It's too much to think that I even quit my well-paid job for her, but she is not satisfied. At two o'clock in the morning, I happened to go home. Her face was flushed with wine. Seeing that I didn't sleep, she was frightened and stammered that she was drinking with a classmate she hadn't seen for a long time. Seeing that I didn't speak, she was even more flustered. She knelt down to me with a "plop" and said everything.
I asked for a divorce and happened to be full of tears and hugged me tightly. After a long time, I also calmed down, sighed, and said, "Why?" When I said this, my heart was dripping blood and smoking hands
Keep shaking. She cried bitterly: "My favorite person is you! I know it's wrong, give me another chance..." She cried and hit her face, bleeding at the corners of her mouth.
My heart is soft again. I think, as long as we treat her better in the future, there should be no next time.
Indeed, Qiaoqiao performed better than before. She cooked breakfast for me every morning. When I came home from work, she also prepared the food. I'm grateful for my original reason. Otherwise, I will regret my death.
Unexpectedly, I still regret it. Last month, Qiaoqiao unexpectedly hooked up with netizens again. When she went to take a bath, her mobile phone rang. I took it by hand and found it was an ambiguous message. So I read her previous text messages and found that she had a room with a man. The other asked her how she felt, and she said it was comfortable without shame
I completely collapsed. I forgave her again and again, but she went further and further. She said she was lonely, and I changed my job to accompany her; She said it was boring. I bought her a computer. Besides, I have tried not to work overtime. What else should I do?
My heart is cold through. The next day, I asked a lawyer about divorce. When I went out, I took my hand by accident and habitually. Although I finally shook her off, I felt very painful at that moment.
She cheated again and again, and he forgave again and again. What makes happiness hover on the cliff?
Xiaogang was often away from home during the sales period, sometimes without a phone call. I always felt flustered and needed something to fill it. So I went to the fitness training class and met the coaches there. His heart is very delicate and he cares about me very much. He sends me home after every training. Xiao Gang can't do this.
After the coach's wife came home to make trouble, everyone knew about it. I was beaten by Xiaogang and rushed back to my mother's house. Fortunately, Xiaogang finally realized that he didn't care enough for me and changed his job.
However, the good times did not last long. For a time, their company conducted evaluation, and he began to work overtime frequently. As soon as he worked overtime, he forgot how lonely I was. He clearly knew that I had no friends and my life was all about him, but he didn't let me protest. He just bought me a computer and let me play games to kill time when I was free.
On the Internet, I ran into my first boyfriend 8 years ago. He said that he lost a lot of money in his business and wanted to see me for the last time before he died. We drank a lot of wine and talked about our unhappy life. When talking about the sweetness of the past, I lost control again.
It's really unlucky to be seen by Xiaogang. I was very afraid that he would drive me away again, divorce me and confess everything. Unexpectedly, he finally forgave me and was more considerate to me.
I warned myself that I should never make mistakes again. So I put all my energy on Xiaogang and took care of everything at home. However, some things are beyond your control. A netizen asked me to meet him. He was so good at making women happy. We opened a room by some means
This time, Xiaogang has already signed the divorce agreement, and just waiting for me to sign it. In the first few days, my mother heard that we were going to
Divorce, came to persuade me from my hometown. I know she is good for me, but I don't like her, let alone listen to her. Speaking of it, today's situation has nothing to do with her.
My mother is beautiful and capable. I have depended on her since childhood. My father is very busy. Although he will accompany me whenever he is free, he spends more time at work. At the age of 10, I found that my mother betrayed my father. Mother said to me seriously, "Don't tell your father! No one wants you! Do you want to see our divorce?" I was so scared that I nodded a few times. After that, I always couldn't help fighting with my mother. Several times, I made her cry with anger. Moreover, I found that my father was still very busy and didn't notice his mother's secret at all. I think my father was also very sad.
After understanding the love between men and women, I can understand my mother, but I can't have a good relationship with her. This time she advised me to cherish marriage, and I deliberately stimulated her: "Take care of yourself first..." She listened, blushed and turned white, and went back to her hometown.
I think it's really unfortunate that I have a bad relationship with my mother and my husband will leave me. I also want to live safely and steadily, but how can happiness be so difficult?
(Intern editor: Cai Junyi)
