Post Date April, 15 2023
"I often get excited about this kind of imagination and fantasize about how enchanting it will be, but I never imagined that I would have this experience one day, and I would be unforgettable and memorable about the excitement of that night.".
I went to his company that night, because I saw him working overtime, I bought some Dim sum for him. He is my new boyfriend online friend.
He is a young and mature man, 27 years old, who runs a medium-sized trading company. He has experienced many things, starting a business for 5 years, and has tasted all kinds of hardships. Now that the company is relatively stable, the gap in his inner emotions has also opened. He said that he had talked about quite a few girlfriends, but in the past, because of his career, his former girlfriends either resented him for being too busy or worried that his business would fail, so they left in succession. Now, he is afraid to casually talk about feelings, and is suspicious that women's proximity is whether they like his people or his money. In short, it's quite contradictory, but it's very realistic.
"And because he hasn't been with women for too long, he feels lonely, so he only knows the opposite sex online.". In fact, anyone who has visited that website and experienced the ambiguous chat atmosphere of that website knows that those who go there to make friends are all empty and lonely in their hearts. It is a place full of eroticism, and many people cannot resist the temptation to develop ambiguity there. He never concealed his thoughts from me. He told me in his own language that he wanted to find a lover. His ideas are not pure, but his words are very sincere, which makes me not feel disgusted.
At that time, I had some admiration and appreciation for his abilities, and I also liked the feeling of chatting with him. Therefore, even though I knew that his contact with me was based on that idea, I did not refuse him. Perhaps my heart is also empty. Coming to Suzhou to work alone, I actually feel quite confused about the future and under great pressure. When I lie in bed every night, I desperately hope to have a warm embrace around me to rely on. Before I met him, I just wanted to chat with someone, but after I met him, I couldn't help but hope for more after feeling the kind of care that men give women.
Later on, we met for the first time. On that day, he invited me to eat Western food. We had a very happy chat. The feeling between us was intimate and ambiguous. From his eyes, I could see that he liked me well. His appearance, although not very handsome, was also very refreshing and upright. In addition, his mature temperament attracted me very much. After dinner that night, he politely escorted me home and kissed me lightly on the cheek before leaving, making me feel romantic and gentlemanly.
Then on that day, like a child, he complained to me about his busy work, having to work overtime, and saying that he had no time to eat dinner. I was worried about his health, so I volunteered to send Dim sum to his company. He was very happy. After telling me the company address, I went to find him. It was already 10 pm that day, and his company's employees were off work, leaving him busy in the office. Men who say they are serious are the most attractive. Standing outside his office and watching him work, I feel that he is particularly handsome. Later, we sat on the sofa in his office and chatted while eating Dim sum. He praised me for my tenderness and beauty, and took the initiative to hold my hand on my leg. The atmosphere was very ambiguous at that time. In addition to our mutual goodwill, everything happened naturally.
That night he slowly approached me and kissed me on the mouth, with the sweetness of Dim sum. "I slowly responded, but he was very emotional. His hand quickly climbed onto my chest and his flexible fingers untied the buttons of my shirt in a moment, followed by the buttons of my underwear and skirt. Only for a moment did I lie naked under him.". "He greedily and eagerly sucked and bit my chest, and with the kneading of his fingers, I couldn't help but moan. A warm current welled up in my lower abdomen. Later, he held me to the desk, separated my legs, and buried his head in my place to lick me... I couldn't describe the pleasure of that night, only feeling that my mind was blank, as weak as flying into the clouds.".
That night, we had sex three times, leaving traces of us having sex on the sofa, on the floor, and on the desk. He was physically strong, and each time he did it for a long time. Later, we were all tired, and we all slept on the sofa until early in the morning. Later, he took me home. Later, because he was busy with a project, he didn't have time to meet me. He only contacted me by phone or online. After a period of silence, I also felt less about him, not because I was fickle, but because I knew in my heart that I had no results with him. I understand, but I don't want to be his lover. I think it's better to treat him as a one-night stand, because if I tangle up too much, I'm afraid I'll fall in love with him. After thinking about it, I didn't plan to continue contacting him anymore, and the excitement of that night made me feel like a spring filled memory.
(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)
