After graduating from college, I worked as an accountant in a trading company in the city. There are four people in the finance department, and Li Min (not his real name) is our director. Because I am the only girl in the department, I am deeply taken care of by him. Although Li Min is married, he is only 4 years older than me. He is extremely capable, talented, and mature in handling affairs. I cannot help but deeply admire him.
I heard that I don't have a boyfriend, so my colleagues began to match me up with Yang Li (alias) from the same department. In fact, Yang Li usually takes great care of me and I don't hate him, but I don't feel like loving him. "Because I get along day and night, I'm clearly afraid of hurting his self-esteem, but I'm also afraid of him falling too deep.". Once, everyone made fun of us again. I solemnly said, "My boyfriend is studying in Japan and will be back next year!"! At that time, Yang Li was surprised and his smile suddenly stiffened on his face.
Since then, Yang Li has always evaded me in the office, and I often shed tears for this.
Once, when I was crying, Li Min happened to see me. He asked me what was wrong. I wanted to control my emotions, but I didn't expect my tears to flow more and more. "Li Min comforted me and said, 'Let's have a meal together this evening, and it's over.'".
Regardless of rank
I became his underground lover
In the evening, I arrived at the hotel as scheduled and opened the door of the private room, but only Li Min was there. My heart couldn't help but jump wildly. Li Min said to me awkwardly, in fact, he knew that the reason for my boredom was him, so he just wanted to talk to me alone... His words opened my heart and touched my long-stored concerns. I just realized that the real reason why I couldn't hold Yang Li in my heart was that I loved Li Min.
Li Min told me that he came from rural Heze, and although his wife was from Qingdao, she only had a junior high school education. After marriage, his wife relied on the superiority of her family and often bossed him around and spoke rudely. He regretted finding a city wife. He held me in his arms and looked at me with affectionate eyes, asking if I could wait for his divorce. I was moved to tears and without hesitation agreed to him.
He said his wife was pregnant
In this way, he and I became underground lovers. The beach at night, the suburbs at weekends, the dark alleys, and the private rooms in the hotel have all left our footprints of love. But the feeling of feeling guilty made me feel distressed. "Every time we get together, Li Min tells me that he's fighting for a divorce, but his wife has been dragging it off.". I was silent, both because I loved him and because I didn't want him to think I was too uncouth.
"I'm pregnant, so I quickly told Li Min and asked him what to do. He hesitated and said, 'He hasn't dared to tell me, and his wife is pregnant too... I was thunderous and angrily slapped him in the face, but he's been cheating me with his divorce!'"!
After having done the baby, I straightened my chest and went to work again.
Every time I met, Li Min was particularly embarrassed, and his eyes also showed guilt. But this time, I no longer felt lost, but instead showed extraordinary strength in front of him
Don't trust married men
Mo Fan: How was the life of Li Min later?
Chen Hui: His wife gave him a son, and the satisfaction between his eyebrows made my heart ache like a tear.
Mo Fan: How do you get along with this kind of thing?
Chen Hui: Then I resigned. When I left the company, I didn't tell anyone my contact information, including Li Min.
Mo Fan: How do you feel about this relationship?
Chen Hui: I now have a husband who loves my family, me, and children. I am very satisfied. I would like to advise those unmarried girls not to believe the rhetoric of married men and not to listen to their promises. If they were not happy, they would have divorced long ago
(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)