In the autumn of our third year of marriage, my husband and I decided to implement the plan to create a person. That night, we did it three times. Not long after, I didn't come on time for my period. I went to the hospital for a check-up and I became pregnant.
Upon hearing this news, the whole family was very happy. In addition, it was the advice and advice of the family and elders. Don't let this happen, pay attention to that. In short, while worrying, you also feel very friendly.
My husband has also reduced the frequency of business trips and spent more time at home with me, making him even more gentle towards me. In order to keep up with my nutrition, my mother moved from my hometown to my house and cooked delicious food for me all day.
But I found that my mother was not used to it after entering the city, and she didn't go out. She had nothing to do but cook for me and tidy up the house all day, after all, she was used to staying in the countryside. My husband and I decided to let my mother go back and hire a nanny. When I saw my mother off, I told her that she missed me and could come anytime.
The nanny was chosen by me at the housekeeping company. She is a rural girl who looks very serious at first glance. Sure enough, this little nanny is very diligent, and apart from speaking less, there are basically no shortcomings. Of course, speaking less is sometimes also an advantage, especially for the nanny profession.
The food cooked by the little girl is very to my taste. I plan to give her a raise in salary in the future, as it is not easy to work away from home. Because my husband and I got married late, we have four months of maternity leave. I won't be working two months before delivery. The due date has been advanced by a week, and it's a boy who weighs over eight pounds. The whole family's cola is broken, especially the child's grandparents, hugging and kissing each other, hoping to eat their chubby grandson in their mouths.
Time flies so fast, as soon as the maternity leave is over, I start working. The first task I received on a business trip was to go to Sanya. To be honest, I used to really want to go because the sea there was beautiful, but now it's different. I can't bear to have children, and as a mother, I really have concerns.
On the night before the business trip, I stayed by the baby's crib for a long time, holding his little hand but not willing to let go because it took me half a month to go. Seeing me crying, my husband hugged me tightly. Actually, I have noticed some abnormalities recently, but I haven't taken them very seriously. That's why the little nanny started dressing up and also put on makeup, but she still sees her go to the post office every month to send money to her home. This is someone else's private matter, and I can't ask too much detail.
Half a month, it's really long. Apart from sometimes watching my son on video at night, I also rely on the photos of my son in my wallet to relieve the pain of missing him.
A few days before I was about to complete my task and return to Beijing, a close friend of mine called me and said she saw my husband taking our nanny to the mall to buy clothes. The relationship between the two seemed to be not that simple, so she asked me to pay attention. I called the company leader for instructions, and they agreed to let me return to Beijing two days in advance.
When I returned home and opened the door, I was completely shocked. My husband and nanny were lying naked on the bed, and what was even more frustrating was that the nanny was riding on my husband at that time. I just slapped my face when I went up, but I didn't expect my husband to push me away.
Afterwards, my husband explained that he gave the little nanny money just to meet his physiological needs, without any real feelings. He asked me to forgive him once for the sake of the child.
I really don't understand. Do you have to cheat if you have physiological needs? What logic is this? Is that because you're on a business trip and I want to go outside to find a man?
He was speechless. After sending the little nanny away, I felt very guilty and blamed myself for being careless in picking people. I didn't expect such a simple and good girl to become such a slave to money in just one year. I didn't divorce my husband, but I didn't forgive him either. I deeply know that I need time to forget this nightmare. For women, this time may sometimes take a lifetime.
(Intern Editor: Lai Jiaxing)