Post Date April, 15 2023
He likes to be duplicitous. Although I don't know why he did this, I didn't expose his lies in most cases. I still remember the first time I inadvertently exposed his lies, and then he blushed and inexplicably fell into a cold war with me.
The first cold war, we had a cold war for two days, and that was the first time I realized my stupidity. Later, I never exposed his lies again. When I communicate with him, I always appear to listen or guess. At first, I thought he was very mysterious, but over time, my heart is so tired.
Moreover, he always treats me well against his own will. He clearly didn't like me wearing high-heeled shoes, and he always praised me for looking good in them. For example, he doesn't like cooking for me, but he always says that the world is willing to cook for me. I'm used to his kindness to me, and I'm naive enough to believe what he says, even though sometimes it's clearly a lie. As we talked for almost two years, there was a problem with our relationship.
"I don't feel safe with him, I don't know what he thinks inside, and I don't know what he wants.". Whenever I suspect him of being duplicitous, I can only make a choice without authorization. Sometimes when the choice is right, the matter is resolved. If the choice is wrong, the conflict between me and him will become deeper and deeper, and I am the one who compromises and apologizes every time.
Such a man, I don't know where attracted me and made me unable to extricate myself. Often, I also know that he and I will not be happy enough, but he is very kind to me, making me inseparable. Last May, I went back to my hometown with him. His family liked me very much, and he was very happy about it. I was still at the dinner table and told his family that he had a good idea and would marry me at the end of this year. "I looked at him in surprise, trying to say something, but looking at the happy look of his family, I was embarrassed to speak.".
Later, I said that you would never discuss it with me, and he said, "Aren't you with me and don't want to marry me?"? I suddenly lost my voice. "I want to get married, but I didn't have a plan. I'm getting married so soon, and I haven't discussed it with me yet.".
Then, at the end of last year, we got married. But on my wedding night, I felt a painful beginning. I thought that after two people who love each other get married, marriage will be free. On his wedding night, he remained silent for a long time. I hinted several times, but he didn't even notice what I meant. I wondered if he wanted to be different from the past, or if he wanted me to take the initiative. I thought to myself and decided to give it a try. Unexpectedly, when I took the initiative to make out with him, he suddenly kicked me. I have a pain in my stomach. He kicked me out of bed.
I got angry and quarreled with him. The two men dug up old accounts. "I hit him first, but I didn't expect him to give me a fierce slap.". I covered the cold and suddenly calmed down. This man is really crazy.
That night, I went to the guest room and slept all night. The next day, I found that the corners of my eyes were a little purple. When I frowned, I could clearly see the purple swelling, and it was very painful. He really could fight.
After that, we began to lead a noisy life. After three months of marriage, we finally reached the end of our marriage. Perhaps before getting married, I should understand how sincere a man who doesn't love talking to me and who doesn't love telling the truth can be towards marriage.
(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)
