Post Date April, 15 2023
My section chief is a man 10 years older than me. "I always take the initiative to help him make tea. For one thing, he is the leader, and for another, he takes good care of me like a big brother.". Sometimes, if colleagues want to make suggestions, let me say that the section chief will definitely agree. It's true that I've tried it N times. I feel better about him. We often chat on QQ during work hours, especially when we are angry with our husband, I always complain to him. I know from the conversation that he is very considerate towards women. Later, our conversation became more and more in-depth, including how often couples had sex. After this, whenever there is a collective activity, he always sends me home at last, and unconsciously we have some ambiguity in our relationship.
Once, he called on me to go on a business trip with him. On the first day back, he came to my room to chat, just as I came out of the shower. While I was chatting with him and arranging my hair, he looked at me for a long time and said that the woman after taking a bath was really beautiful. I laughed at him and said, "You're not serious.". Who knows, he hugged me. At first, I broke free for a while, but later, we were together as we wished.
With this skin kiss, our feelings become even closer. "But several times he wanted to open a room outside, I declined.". I just want to rely on him emotionally. In terms of time, the section chief is the closest person to me. In addition to being together during work hours, we often eat alone and watch movies together. "My husband is either on a business trip or playing cards, and we rarely have the opportunity to communicate. Generally, when he comes back from playing cards, I have already fallen asleep.".
"I won't make trouble with him anymore when he goes out to play cards. My husband thought this was the victory he gained after quarrelling with me - I learned to be good.".
After I had that meeting with the section chief, while my husband was on a business trip, he came to my house twice to sit down, both of them taking me home, but I didn't let him sit at home for a long time. In February the year before last, on the first day of my birthday, my husband went on a business trip. The next day, after I invited my parents to have dinner in a restaurant, I received a phone call from the section chief, who said that he would buy me coffee for my birthday. I sat with him in the coffee shop until 12 o'clock, and then he took me home. Unexpectedly, a card friend of my husband saw me from a distance on the road, but the card friend didn't see it clearly and thought I was going home with him. "The next day, he called his husband and scolded him for not being meaningful because he asked him to play cards, but he said he was going on a business trip. He insisted that he had lied to him and said he saw us enter the gate together last night.". This caused my husband's vigilance, but he didn't ask me when he came home. I don't know at all.
One day at the end of the month, my husband left on a business trip, and I was alone at home surfing the Internet. "The section chief suddenly arrived, and I was surprised, but still happy, to have someone to accompany me.". We made out on the sofa in the living room. I don't know how the section chief explained it to his family. Anyway, it was two o'clock in the morning, and he didn't mean to leave yet. At this moment, my husband suddenly came home because I locked the door and he couldn't open it, so he called home. "I suddenly turned pale with fear, and the section chief panicked, not allowing me to consider whether or not to open the door. My husband had already roared outside.". "I was afraid my neighbor would hear me, so I ran to open the door in a panic.". "My husband rushed in and beat the section chief hard, making me cry with fear.". The section chief begged his husband not to speak up and was willing to take the money to calm the matter down. My husband roared, "I'm not selling my wife!"! "I locked myself in my bedroom and burst into tears in panic and shame.".
I just realized that my husband lied about going on a business trip and intentionally caught adultery.
What surprised me even more was that in the middle of the night, my husband unexpectedly called to inform my parents, sister-in-law, his siblings, and my two best girlfriends. The scene was not only embarrassing, it made me feel so ashamed that I just wanted to die.
I am not a dissolute woman, I just lost my sanity and did something wrong when I was feeling lonely. My husband can beat me or scold me, even if it's a divorce. "But he humiliated me like this, making me feel unbearable.".
"I was discovered hanging myself for the first time, but then I took medicine, but I still didn't die.". After being rescued from the hospital, my husband hugged me and cried, saying, "Why are you doing this? Why are you doing this?" He said that the woman he thought he liked had married home, and it would be okay. Who knew I would still betray him one day. He said he had only me in his heart, but I hurt him so much that he didn't even want to live anymore. I don't want to listen to him. Facing other people, my heart is full of shame; But when facing him, my heart was filled with resentment.
My parents were worried that I would have to take this road and took me directly from the hospital back to my parents' home. "For a while, I didn't want to eat, and sometimes I reluctantly ate, only to vomit whatever I ate.". I was tired from crying and wanted to sleep for a while, but my head ached as if it were going to crack. The unit has also known about this matter, and the section chief lost his position without saying anything. He was also beaten by his husband to a hospital for half a month. I have no courage to go to work again, so I resigned.
After I returned to my mother's house to recuperate, my husband took a long trip and didn't come back until a month and a half later. Although during this period, my grandmother's family visited me several times and also wanted to mediate our relationship. However, I have already thought about it and decided to divorce.
Later, no matter how much my husband begged me, I still insisted on leaving.
(Intern editor: Lai Jiaxing)
