Post Date December, 03 2023
After three years of marriage, Tao has been spoiling me, indulging me and letting me play spoiled and lose my temper. I thought he would hold me in his hand for a lifetime, and I just wanted to be a meek little sheep in his world. However, I don't know when Tao's attitude towards me changed a 360 degree. Although he didn't say anything, from the way he looked at me and talked to me, I can clearly feel that his feelings for me are gone.
The strong contrast made me unprepared and more unbearable. Many times I asked him, "What did I do wrong? Do you want to do this to me?" But in return for his silence.
My friend said that I was spoiled by Tao. No matter how patient a man is, he will be consumed by me one day. So I try to change myself: learn to cook, do housework, and even deliberately cater to and please Tao... Such love is humble to the dust. Although it is not what I want, I do not want to lose Tao, and fantasize that we can go back to the past.
He appeared when his heart was as cold as snow
Tao still sets out early and returns late. No matter how hard I try, he is indifferent. I know his heart is gone, and everything I do is redundant. After all, I am tired, and I don't want to make unnecessary sacrifices, nor do I want to be a clown again, and try my best to win his favor.
I began to counterattack and regarded Tao as a transparent person, showing unprecedented indifference to him. Many times I have seen Tao talk to me and stop, and I feel a sense of victory after heartache. I don't know if he is waiting for me to say "divorce"? But as long as he doesn't speak, I won't mention it.
Wenbo broke into my world at this time. The first time I saw him was at a business gathering. When the business elites exchanged glasses and sold themselves to each other, only I and he sat quietly in the corner, which seemed out of tune with the scene. "Hey, how do you feel that you don't like such an environment?" Wenbo first broke the silence between us. We had a pleasant chat that day, which made me feel relaxed.
It is true that "I am frustrated in love and happy in my career". During that time, my copy has been passed repeatedly, which gives me some comfort. "The leader of this company pays great attention to details. There are some places in the copy that the other party wants to discuss with you face to face!" With the order of the leader, I went to deliver the copy to the partner company and opened the door of the general manager's office. I met Wenbo unexpectedly. "I didn't think it was you!" We agreed.
Wenbo is thoughtful and talented. According to his intention, the revised copy is quite perfect. Later, the boss handed me all the cooperation with Wenbo, and I got closer and closer to Wenbo.
You were not there when I needed you most
He completely broke up with Tao on the eve of the New Year. He called me that night and said that the company would hold an annual meeting and would come back later. Maybe it was the end of the year. He wanted to ease the atmosphere between us. In fact, he knew that I no longer cared about his whereabouts.
In the early morning of that day, I was pale with stomachache and sweating all over. I tried to dial Tao's phone again and again but couldn't get through... The more I thought about it, the cooler my heart became. I finally had a reason to give up my friendship over the years.
In spite of the pain, I took a taxi to the hospital. The doctor diagnosed acute gastric bleeding and needed to be hospitalized. At that moment, I called Wenbo. A few minutes later Wenbo arrived at the hospital and saw me pale. His eyes were full of tenderness and heartache.
To my despair, I didn't wait for Lai Tao's call that night. When Tao's name appeared on my phone screen again and again the next day, I didn't want to hear his voice any more. I made a decision more firmly than ever: divorce.
During the hospitalization, Tao suddenly began to call and text me crazily, asking me where I was, discussing the details of the New Year with me, and begging me to forgive him, but at that time I decided not to give him a chance.
When Tao came home on the day of discharge, he saw me thin and asked me nervously where I had gone and what happened. I was disgusted by the sudden warmth and cold. He just replied, "Don't worry, I will spend the year with you, and don't let you embarrass in front of my parents.".
We lost each other in an accident
On the fifth day of the New Year, after visiting relatives and friends, I finally said those two words to Tao. I saw my astonishment on Tao's face. When he asked me if I wanted to understand, I firmly replied "Yes". Tao said that we didn't have to go to this step. Let me think it over. I don't know if it is a retention. Then he slammed the door and didn't go home.
The annual leave is not over yet. During that time, I have no place to relieve my pain. I occasionally chat with Wenbo online. On the first day of work after the year, I received an invitation from Wenbo Company, hoping that I could participate in their company's project investigation. I knew that Wenbo deliberately arranged this, and he wanted to accompany me to go outside to relax. Wenbo is a modest gentleman, and we have always maintained the friendship of a gentleman. However, on that business trip, Wenbo and I still had something that should not have happened. I don't know whether it was an indulgence or revenge for Tao's injury.
Unexpectedly, I was unexpectedly pregnant that time. I put the divorce agreement in front of Tao and told him that I was pregnant with someone else's child. Tao slapped me hard and finally signed his name on the agreement. After the divorce, I went to the hospital alone to have an abortion operation, and I didn't tell Wenbo all this, because Wenbo has a family, and he can't give me the future, but I gradually fell in love with him and didn't want to disturb his life.
Now I resigned from my former unit and cut off the connection with Wenbo. Tao would come to see me every week, and occasionally we would go out to eat together. During this time, he also proposed to make up, but I can't erase the shadow of cultural relics in my heart
Reply
Jimmy said, "When you like me, I don't like you. When you love me, I like you. When you leave me, I love you. Are you walking too fast, or I can't keep up with your steps?" Human feelings are so wonderful. It is not difficult to see from the story of Twilight Snow that she still has deep feelings for Tao, but sometimes the nature makes people fool. When Tao knows how to turn back, However, Muxue has rich knowledge in her heart, but he can't give her the future
(Intern editor: Lai Jiaxing)
