Less than half a year after my new marriage, my graduate admission letter came down. Excited, I couldn't help but worry. I lived with my husband for less than half a year, and the relationship was just right. I went there for three years, living in two different places, and no one cared about my family's affairs. My husband was in his prime, and he was very eager for married life. I didn't know what challenges and temptations he would encounter when I went.
He knew I had some worries in my heart. In those few days, often in the dead of night, he held me by the pillow and repeatedly assured me that his heart was only mine. Besides, the two cities are not far away, he can come to see me anytime.
In this way, I began to study nervously and live a busy and fulfilling life. But every night, when I talk to my husband, endless longing always tightly grasps my heart. My husband whispers again and again, "I really miss you." Why am I not?
Moreover, what embarrasses me is that my nearly six months of married life with my husband have also "developed my most primitive desires as a woman", which is exactly what my husband said.
Especially in the dead of night, lying alone on a small bed in a foreign dormitory, I can't help but miss my husband's warm embrace and gentle touch. The most powerful moment was when I found myself in my husband's arms in a dream, infinitely joyful and gentle. However, the spring night dream was short, and when I woke up with nothing, I couldn't help but laugh at myself. Talking to my husband on the phone, he remained silent for a while and then said, 'I won't hide it from you, I'm also having such a wonderful dream.'.
My husband started actively striving for vacation and was preparing to visit me. When he had a week off to visit his family, the two of us had a good time on the phone.
My husband secretly told me that he has been patient for so long and needs to be released properly. And I went to school to apply for a visiting room, even bought a box of condoms, and cleaned the visiting room clean.
That day, when I went to the station to pick up my husband, I stood outside the platform, feeling incredibly nervous and happy. It was like going back to my first love days, and even my face was flushed.
When he walked out of the crowd, both of us stared at each other with silly smiles, unable to say a word, and then chuckled at each other. He hugged me tightly, almost unable to breathe. In my husband's true arms, I didn't want to leave for a moment.
I took him directly to the visiting room, which was actually very simple, just one bed and a few tables. However, for us, this is already sufficient. As soon as we entered the room and threw something onto the bed, we hugged each other, passionately kissing and exploring each other, almost suffocating. At that moment, all the endless love words turned into gentle eyes.
Stop, he tightly hugged me from behind, my body tightly pressed against the table, he kissed my neck, breathing more and more heavily, and my body also began to heat up, his hands began to explore.
My husband's hand came in from under the skirt, and I feel like we are almost unable to control it. We have never had sex during the day, and in such bright light, I feel very shy.
But at that moment, we all felt very eager for each other. My husband lifted my skirt, and I felt his strong desire rising behind me. I said, 'Let's go to bed.'. My husband didn't speak, he continued to explore.
Then, the most unforgettable thing of my life happened. My husband deeply penetrated into my body behind my back, and the joy I had never experienced deeply shook us on that day. And on that day, I learned what orgasm is and what true happiness is for women.
Afterwards, we couldn't calm down for a long time. My husband and I are a traditional couple, and we didn't expect to experience such madness in a foreign land where we were separated for 4 months. Moreover, such madness is so captivating. Over the course of a week of vacation, we tried again and again what we had never before, and I think this is the fusion of fish and water.
A week of vacation suddenly passed, and I saw off my husband with infinite attachment. I returned to school with sadness. As soon as I returned to school, I received a message from my husband: "My beloved wife, I will always be by your side. Then there's another one: Love wife, this holiday is really captivating.
During my time in graduate school, our relationship did not cool down due to the separation between the two places. Instead, it remained hot due to frequent small departures. The madness of the first reunion has always left us with endless memories, and since then, we have tried more new things. For him and me, life has always been filled with surprises.
(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)