He is my second husband. We have been married for more than half a year, but I found that he is not the kind of man I need. His heart is not mature at all, just like a child, who writes everything on his face, and quarrels with others when he encounters a little unpleasant things.
We lived here for only three months, but he quarreled with all the people upstairs and across the door. Last week, I choked with the security guard and scolded him as a watchdog. I now live in this environment and feel particularly depressed. He doesn't listen to his suggestions. He also blames me for not standing on his side and turning my arm out.
I have another secret besides this. My husband is a very lecherous person. He is very passionate about men and women. He is also very good at that aspect. After all, he is just married, so I usually follow him. Before doing that, he would always play good music and make some mood, and then the foreplay was very long. He fumbled with me, sometimes he didn't enter the theme for half an hour, which made me particularly upset.
Then he has another quirk, that is, when he is doing that, he always likes to sing a song by himself. His voice is very loud, crying and howling, and the five tones are inaccurate, which greatly affects his mood, and even makes me feel that he is abnormal. Every time I see him sing, I feel that he is particularly frivolous and selfish, and then I have no feeling at all. There is no climax at all.
He had a special relationship with one of his teachers' mothers before. I didn't know this before, but I learned it later. I didn't know until he quarreled with the people upstairs and they scolded him. In short, we have only been married for more than half a year now, and I have no sense of happiness. I regret this marriage, as if I had married a big devil. I don't know anything about him, and I don't know what kind of fox tail will show behind him.
I want to divorce him now, but I think that I have remarried. I don't know what others will say about me so soon. Now I am very painful!
Pleasure