Post Date April, 15 2023
The relationship between A Hui and I was only a relationship between colleagues at first, and then became a lover. We seldom communicate with each other, and we don't know each other very well. But in my impression at that time, he was an interesting man because he was shy and cold.
The sexual relationship with Ah Hui was completely due to drunkenness. On Christmas Eve last year, the hotel held a grand party for employees. The hotel staff were very happy that day. Everyone drank a lot of wine, and so was I.
Because after Li Tong left, I like to drink a little, and I also like to take the initiative to associate with the men I like. Before I became friendly with Ah Hui, I also had contact with three foreign men, but all of them were relatively short, because they did not stay in China for long.
At that time, I didn't think about marriage. I just wanted to make myself happy. I would take the initiative to share happy time with the man I love, without considering marriage and the future at all. For a long time, I indulged in today's drunken days.
I really drank a little too much on Christmas Eve. Later, when Ah Hui invited me to dance, I was still dizzy. Ah Hui also drank a lot that day. When I put it on his face, I could smell the smell of alcohol on his body. I think I must have been full of alcohol at that time.
The atmosphere of PATRTY was very lively that day, and the scene was also a bit chaotic when dancing. Young boys kept changing female partners, even snatching partners, talking and laughing while dancing. A group of children were making merry noises around us, but Ah Hui and I were always quiet. I think we are all old.
Because of our close age, Ah Hui and I both felt a tacit understanding. That day, Ah Hui was very different from his usual image. He not only said more, but also was not shy.
I don't know if it's alcohol. At that time, I didn't have an aversion to Ah Hui's actions. On the contrary, I felt intoxicated and happy with bursts of warm water pouring out of my body. I don't want to deny that I am a sensitive woman. A slight tenderness will make my body react strongly.
At that time, not only did I not stop his action, but I responded to him charmingly. We just looked at each other affectionately, and our hands held each other tighter and tighter. Later, before the end of the party, I took my hand and walked into his office.
After entering the door, he did not turn on the light, stood in the dark, and we kissed, which was never long and warm. You can imagine what happened next. After that, we turned on the light and looked at each other with a smile, without any sense of guilt. Everything happened naturally and ended naturally. It took me a long time to realize that I had just shared a room with Ah Hui. It was on that desk.
We looked at each other and laughed. Later, we sorted out our clothes and hair, and then quietly went back to the party. After the party, Ah Hui and I went home separately, as if nothing had happened. In my opinion, it was just a one-night stand after a carnival. It's just that Ah Hui's crazy pursuit was beyond my imagination.
When I went to work the next day, I saw Ah Hui smiling politely as usual. He didn't have any special expression on me. At that time, I thought that men would not care about this kind of thing. When it happens, it happens. I thought it was over.
But before work, he called me to ask me to have dinner with him. I agreed. I guess he might apologize to himself, but I thought it was unnecessary. At dinner, Ah Hui solemnly told me that yesterday's behavior was not that he was out of control, but that he had long liked me.
When he spoke, his expression was as shy as usual. After that, he looked at me with a timid look.
I smiled. I said I didn't think of what happened. Indeed, I didn't think that Ah Hui actually cared about himself all the time.
He said that he wanted me to know more about him. I also began to write cards to him about my ex-husband, Li Tong, and the men I had experienced before. I told him my past without concealing it, hoping that he could clearly understand what kind of woman I was.
Now the family also has an understanding attitude towards our feelings. I tried to persuade my family to bless our feelings. Last week, my family accepted him and promised us to hold a good wedding trip, which made us a little ecstatic. Life is such a surprise. I never thought I would be with him or we would be so happy.
(Intern editor: Cai Junyi)
