Post Date December, 03 2023
I met him (Feng) on a blind date
Feng and my parents met under the introduction of Aunt Wang. He was tall, thin, handsome, and had large, melancholic eyes. He nodded to me, my face turned red and I quickly lowered my head. My intuition tells me that I like the big boy in front of me. Next, it is for both parents to understand each other's situation. Feng and I didn't say a word, but listened silently to our parents. It can be seen that Feng's mother is quite satisfied with my work. Although she is a rural woman, her words are always shrewd.
A few days later, Feng first asked me out on a snowy winter afternoon. I followed him shyly, feeling a sense of happiness surrounding me. Snowflakes lightly fell from the air, sticking to his dark hair and neat clothes. "The road is slippery, be careful," he turned to me and said, just like the plot in a movie. He first invited me to a restaurant for dinner, and then took me to a music tea house that young people often go to on dates. He was very careful. After I ordered a regular drink, he also ordered some casual food that little girls love to eat. There is very little talk between us, listening to romantic and gentle music, and more only silence. I secretly glanced at Feng beside me, his eyes still as melancholic as if he had something on his mind, staring blankly into the distance. Have you ever been with someone before? "He broke his silence. No. "" Do you teach Chinese or math? "" Mathematics. "I'm extremely nervous. This is my first date, and I can only hear my heart pounding. Afterwards, he took a taxi to take me home.
Afterwards, we met several times like this. To be honest, I don't know anything about him. I always thought his melancholy was related to his personality, or else it was because he lost his father. He probably also had a good impression of me. Not long after, their family asked Aunt Wang to come and propose to our house, saying that he was very satisfied with me,
If I have no objections, we will get married on New Year's Day. I said, "That's too fast." Aunt Wang said, "Not fast, not fast. A man should marry, a woman should marry." So, under the guidance of both parents, Feng and I quickly got married. Although I'm not very familiar with Feng yet, many friends say that getting married first and then falling in love is just as good.
In the rented new house, I wash and cook for Feng, who has become my husband, every day. I try to use my inexperienced hands to create a warm family atmosphere for him, and I tell myself to be a good wife. And Feng is almost busy every day, rarely returning home a few times a month. When asked, I always said that the work in the unit was very busy. At first, I felt aggrieved. Later, I gradually realized that Feng is so dedicated. I should support him and not drag him down. When Feng was not at home, I felt lonely and went back to my mother's house to stay. Usually busy with work, in my spare time, I go shopping, chatting with a few girlfriends. The rest of the time is waiting for Feng to return home with fingers crossed. I finally expected Feng to come home, and I carefully prepared his favorite meals, but he always put down his bowl after not eating much. Without the greeting I expected, he dragged his tired body to sleep. I always feel something's wrong. Is marriage like this? But once again, I thought that working in a township would be like this. He is already very tired, what else can I ask of him!
A few months later, I found out that I was pregnant! I quickly called Feng and wanted to tell him the good news as soon as possible. Oh, really? "Without the surprise I expected, he calmly listened to me finish speaking and then said. Aren't you happy? "I got angry. No, no, I'm glad, "he quickly disguised himself. Feng's mother, my mother-in-law, heard this news and immediately came from the countryside with many local eggs to see me. She said to me, "Xiao Xue, take good care of yourself and make yourself chubby. When you give birth to a chubby boy, I will take care of you." Feng came home a few days ago and showed more concern for me than before. In my current thoughts, perhaps it's just his perfunctory treatment of me. My pregnancy reaction is very severe, I can't eat anything and vomit as soon as I eat. My mother was so heartbroken that she took me to stay at her house and took care of my life with three meals a day. And Feng is still so busy, there are not many phone calls, and calls are also simple greetings. Every time I come to my house, I just have a meal and then leave. I don't want him to leave, I hope he can accompany me for a while, but he always says he's very busy. Thanks to the careful care of my parents, I was able to go through the long days of October pregnancy.
Ten months later, I gave birth, and it wasn't until the delivery bed that Feng arrived at the hospital. Unfortunately, I gave birth to a daughter, and my mother-in-law took the opportunity to return to the countryside on the second day of my childbirth. My mother felt sorry for me and took me back to her parents' house. My daughter is very cute, with bright big eyes that combine all the advantages of Feng and me. Feng stayed with my daughter and me for a few days, then he was busy leaving again. But I don't feel lonely at all. My daughter is very obedient, she eats and sleeps all day, and rarely cries. My mother is busy and dedicated to taking care of our mother's life. My daughter will soon be full moon, and my body has also recovered. The weather has been getting hotter day by day, and I haven't been back to my own home for a long time. One evening, while my daughter was asleep, I got up and went home looking for some clothes to wear in spring.
At the moment I opened the door, I was stunned. A strange woman hugged Feng and fell asleep! They sat up in panic when they heard the door open. My mind was blank, tears immediately blurred my eyes, and I ran out recklessly. Why is this? Why! "I kept asking myself in my heart. Looking for death, you! "A taxi pulled up in front of me, and the driver cursed rudely. But I can't manage that much anymore. I'm running aimlessly forward.
I longed for Feng to come out and explain everything to me, but he didn't. I don't know when I just walked back to my parents' house step by step. My daughter has already woken up, and my mother is feeding her. I sat on the sofa feeling lost, tears streaming down uncontrollably. After listening to my crying, my father angrily pulled me and said, "Let's go find that bastard!" "In the middle of the night, let's wait until dawn." My mother persuaded my father. What a difficult night it was! I tossed and turned, unable to sleep, and scenes of the past floated before me. What a beautiful marriage I once fantasized about, instantly shattered like a soap bubble. My husband is such a beast dressed in clothes! Doesn't he love me? Why marry me if you don't love me?
For several consecutive days, I couldn't think about tea or food, and I didn't bother to take a look at my daughter. Parents are even more anxious, they can't find Feng everywhere. A few days later, I received a phone call from Feng, who said he only wanted to talk to me alone. Feng and I met in the house that used to belong to us both. His eyes were bloodshot and his hair was messy, but there was no remorse I imagined. He painfully told me the story between him and that woman. Originally, he and the woman named Fen were high school classmates, both from remote rural areas. The same situation brought them together and they fell in love. Shortly after, Fen dropped out of school due to family poverty, while Feng was admitted to university a year later. Unfortunately, Feng's father fell ill due to overwork at that time and soon passed away. Feng can no longer continue his studies, his fate can be imagined. At that moment, Fen appeared and said to Feng, "I'll pay you to go to college!" Fen was working at a hair salon at that time. In order for Feng to study well, she was frugal and suffered a lot. In this way, with the help of Fen, Feng successfully completed his university studies,
Then it was assigned to the current unit. After working, Feng decided to marry his beloved Fen. However, Feng's mother strongly disagreed. She hoped that Feng could find a city girl with a job to marry, so that the family would no longer have to suffer from poverty. If Feng dares to marry Fen, she will die! Feng has been hovering on the edge of love and family, while Fen has never married for him. Until he met me, under her mother's bitter plea, he finally agreed to marry me, but he still deeply loved Fen in his heart. What he gave me was just a formal marriage. Feng knelt in front of me, begging me to forgive him. Liar, you shameful liar! What do you think of me? "I used all my strength and hit Feng's body. Fight, fight, as long as you can forgive me! "Feng knelt there without moving. Xiaoxue, just ask you to let me go and let me be with the person I love! "What else can I say? I walked out of that painful place powerlessly.
Not long after, Feng's mother came from the countryside to pick up my daughter, and Feng never showed up again. For most of the six months, I have been living in pain every day, and the harm this tragic marriage has caused me is too great! I filed a divorce lawsuit with the court. However, due to our carelessness at that time, we did not go to apply for a marriage certificate. Feng and I were not protected by the law, and our marriage was illegal cohabitation, which was not accepted by the court. This may also be a trap deliberately arranged by Feng.
The snowflakes are drifting, and my world is cold. I am also a woman who yearns for happiness, why am I so unfortunate? I want to forget my misfortunes and start a new life!
